I upped my dose with my doctor because of overwhelming depression after learning all the shitty news about my healthcare coverage. This morning I woke up with the same thoughts, they just seemed less heavy. Sometimes medication seems like a patch up, not solution. I haven’t overcome anything by upping my dosage. I just eliminated or reduced the severity of my abnormal reactions, my natural way of reacting to things. I don’t understand how someone is supposed to improve the way their mind functions, when everything is drug altered and not my true self.